Thoughts...

And journaling begins…47 more days and I sit here in amazement that this marriage could not withstand the storms of Life.  Along with trials and tribulations, we shared awesome love.  Our downfalls were betrayal, trust, anger, bitterness and loss of respect for each other.  God, forgive us for our immaturity and ignorance in handling these issues without You!  I am a blessed woman WITH A BUNCH of issues. I’m really learning about my imperfections and how I’m willing to improve on me.  There’s so much to get on track.  I am blessed to have found my way back to church, where I feel at home. I feel a healing take place. I know my husband and I gave up too soon.  But now the new journey begins—the NEW joy, love and peace that I anticipate. Lord, I say YES! YES! YES!